Well, I am off to watch football and have lunch with him. Part of me doesn't even want to go. I can't read his motives yet and am afraid to let my guard down. Another thing is I am plain pissed off at him...I am pissed about all of the hurt and pain he has caused over the last year and a half. Maybe that is a good place for me to be. But how do I act cheery and so happy to be with him when I just want to yell and scream?

I will post when I get back.

Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!