You're right of course.

It was a backslide.
I sometimes feel I need to do these things to keep my sanity.

I went skiing with my boys yesterday, had a blast. Brought them back home tired, hungry, happy.

In the car ride I worked with D11 on his US States. He's learning geography in school.
Grrrrrr. I get to do this in the car?! I told my boys I miss being with them every day. I don't want them to think I don't want them.

Lots of hugs and affection for all the kids, all around, as I departed. W maintained her distance. She went to the other room as the boys and I had soup. (shakes head) It's like she can't bear to see me and the kids enjoying each other's company.

one day at a time!


M 43
S14 S13 D11 D7
Divorce final: Jan 2009
Making it up as I go....