It is better in the outcomes to look as if the cup is half full rather then half empty.
I'll keep my expectations low, I already have a back up plan in case I'm ditched. We will see.
I guess what it is, is the blame game. I have to let it go. If i live with one foot in the past and one in the future, I'm just going to end up pissing all over myself. Sorry for the image for some. I need to just stay in the moment and enjoy. It's better to take inventory after an experiance rather then during it. Just enjoy what I do have and what I'm doing.
