Just bought a 1 way non-refundable ticket to Dtown

[Hurtin4certain]

So W has really been pursuing ME lately... craziness. She is moving OM out "very very soon".

Today I picked up daughter from W and on the drive home D asks me "why does mommy say she misses you but still sleeps with OM?"

That really pissed me off. W called shortly thereafter and could tell I was not talkative. She asked what was wrong so I was honest.

I told her I felt like a fool. Like she was fence sitting and wanting me to pursue her while she is sleeping (no sex according to her, whatver) with OM. I set some boundaries and told her I wouldnt listen to any words she told me regarding us and that I would only go off of her actions.

I told her her actions did not tell me she was working on us. She agreed. I then told her I needed to detach again as I was too good to be strung along, she agreed. I told her I deserved better, she agreed.

Told her not to call me unless she was ready to SHOW through her ACTIONS that she was for real. She called back later in tears and said she would "do right by me." She was going to kick OM out.

Im tired of being a sucker. No more Nice Guy. Either she does this or Im gone, I feel my feelings for her pouring out of me.

She better hurry if she wants me, Im starting to give other women my mischivious (sp) smile lol.

I want my family whole but I know I deserve someone who will put me and us first. This is some bs, she wants us to pursue each other but she gets to sleep with OM, nope, not going to do it.