LRT UNDER SAME ROOF III

[craig54]

sand, i have never had a problem complimenting my wife, either with words or poems or even sexually oriented poems. it is definitely harder right now. since she says she is not attracted to me any longer. i feel like i am walking a tight rope. i don't want to be sexual. she was always self conscience about it in the past. plus you are right , i do not want it to sound fake. i believe our conversations are more intimate than over the last couple of months. i make sure i look into her eyes when we are talking. she seems more engaging lately. she said after christmas she was going to file and move. but up until now she has not mentioned anything since 3 weeks ago. part of me is waiting for the other shoe to drop. especially after reading the bb's the last week. people are in a lot of pain, it hurts to read the boards some time. but my faith is in God. my situation is in hands. i only live for each day, i try not to look into the future. sandi, i appreciate your input. thanks