I used to imagine that my H hadn't left me but was just staying over at a friend's house for the night, then I would enjoy myself
Jen - that is a great idea! I think I'll try it tonight as I sit around by myself on another Saturday night. I have a lot of trouble with the PMA thing, but I might be able to psych myself out one night at a time!
me: 47 H: 48 he has 2 grown sons M 1995(my 1st, his 3rd) hit iceberg 6/07 S 9/26/07 before now