Talked to H today. He was supposed to bring his money to pay the cell phone bll...of course as usual he doesn't have it. Why do I put up with this sheeit??? I should cut him loose...don't know why I haven't yet.
Lately everytime we talk he sounds so sad. I asked him why he sounded so sad and he gave me some lame excuse. OK fine...whateva. I was pissed that he shut me down so quickly like that. Went and had myself a good cry this morning. But now...few hours later I'm thinking, 'Hold up!!! Why the HELL am I crying??? I should be GLAD that he sounds sad everytime I speak to him. Maybe paradise ain't all that wonderful like he thought it was....hmmmmm???'
Yup...now I'm happy. I'm going shoe shoppin'...yay for me!
