Just kind of rambling. Not much change. Last night youngest S was very sad on phone. I asked him what was wrong. He said that he and mommy have been crying a lot lately. Now he is 3 so you can't always rely on what he says. And who knows why she is crying (if she even is) anyway?

I have been doing a good job of not texting. W texted the other night to tell me what they are doing and that they would call later than normal.

I am going to visit for a couple of days in a few weeks. I am excited and nervous at the same time.

I have felt much better about myself the last few days. A coworker and I have been flirting a bit -- harmless, she is married and I of course want to save my M and would NEVER want to me an OM... but it feels good anyway.