Separated and unsure how to proceed

[SirPrizeMe]

I know you can do it.

I am off the bed to read the Susan Page book!

Tonight a friend of mine told me he has this habit of fantasizing as he goes to sleep. NOT sex fantasies. Just happy fantasies, as he drifts off, and it almost always insures happy dreams. Like he dreams of driving a Porsche. Or of scoring a winning goal in a soccer game. Or of fly fishing in a beautiful flowing river.

I'm gonna try that. The other night as I was getting ready for bed, I did this. I thought of a future where the one closest to me, truly loved me, wanted to hug me and care for me and forgive me and redeem me. As I slept I dreamt of smiling people who cared for me. It was warm there. I can use more of that kind of dream. I know it is in my future, I just don't know how far. and who it will be. I hope, I pray that it will be my wife.

best to you!