I believe I am scared that I have let my heart get hard and I will not be able to let him back in .

it seems to be easier not to see him or talk to him and I never thought I would get to this point.

I miss him still yet there is this little voice inside that tells me that I am ok and will be ok for I have been able to deal with everything that has come at me in the last 18 months.

m24 yrs
h 50
me 47
s 21
s 17
left 5-30-06, and 12-4-06
still gone.............