Why I am the Way I Am

[Stigmata]

He told me not to sleep with him unless I trusted him. I believe his exact words were something along the lines of "Because if a woman doesn't trust me I can smell it, taste it.."

Ironic. Too bad he can't smell or taste his own lack of trust, hm? What, ince he's so big on trust and all apparently.

Maybe one of those "too close to it so can't see it" things.

Don't make me search for your post. Far too lazy today. Think on your GGG thread or earlier. You made an innocently loyalty-showing comment about volunteering to take his loot to Switzerland. I took it just as you intended, seeing as, judging from your reported monogamy through rough times, you seem to be nothing if not loyal.

But GP chose to respond:

Yeah, I just bet you would. You would meet some handsome stranger on the plane and blah blah...

Many a truth is said in jest and at that moment I thought, wow, he doesn't trust her. He just let it leak.

I didn't call him back right away so he called me about an hour later and was like all Bad Daddy "Didn't you get my message." as in "I'm back in town so you best haul *ss back into the corral little bunkey even though I've been out and about doing whatever I so desire."

A WHOLE hour, huh? **Note to Ms(** Do not do this. This is F repellent in pungent concentrate form. BTDT after the A.

It's understandable I might act that CF way after not knowing how to handle such A trauma but an M acting this way in a relatively new chemical phase and major issue-free R leaks later control freak issues down the road. Saw some other instances of GP CF but why rain on an F's parade?

To which my internal response was "No." but my external response was all saccharine politeness and that's when he complimented me for being the "least vengeful woman he ever dated" and thereby sealed his fate.

I'm sure the CF contributed but I'm going to say his chronic channeling your good guy RL daddy, make sure you put on a warm jacket with those little 4th grader hands, is what really killed it for you, Mojo, whether you're aware of it or not.


-Stigmata-