I bought myself flowers today as a little PMA. I put them in a beautiful crystal vase that H gave me for our anniversary years ago. I also got a dozen roses from him. Hmm, that must have been when he was just pretending to be happy even though I was making him miserable. (Can you tell I'm in a bitter mood today?!) I don't know if he has bought me flowers since and as I said that was years ago. I don't expcect roses, but he used to get me nice mixed bouqets all the time when we were dating. I guess I'll have to start buying myself flowers once a week to remind myself that I deserve to be happy and loved.
