Do you realize you are setting yourself up for disappointment and hurt when you are intimate with him? I know I was just dying to have sex w/my H when we were separated, but yours is just horribly mean to you, and I think in this case you are letting him have his cake and eat it too. The man is just sick and messing with your mind so so much. I so wish you put up boundaries, he's stepping all over you, I know you dont' want this kind of M life, so why are you still putting up with so much nonsense while separated?
Honey, please wake up and stop going down cheese-less tunnels, he knows you don't want a divorce, so he's taking advantage of it and of you, no matter what he does /says to you you still take anything he throws your way (abuse, disrespect).
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.