After a while, it becomes absolutely exhausting. Many of the success stories on here, and I've been here for over a year, involved people who didn't give up so much as moved on, accepting their fate, whatever it was. I'm going on my third year, and it seems like maybe, just maybe, I might be able to accept divorce, but I won't make it easy for her. I lived for my family as difficult as everything was, and I imagine you were the same way. It absolutely suc*s my friend. I get it.
