Had a sulking moment last night but I woke up feeling fine and refreshed and I also see that it is no use in feeling sorry for myself, It will take a while to get that through my thick skull though, but on the right path I believe.
I have to get to a space where I do not expect anything and live there for a while I figure.
Then this morning I got an email from an unknown guy who has some lures and a reel to sell. I collect old fishing lures. Turns out the reel is worth about 1000.00 or more so it will be an exciting chase and something to keep me busy,
