Ok, I see you were all up drinking again last night. ;\)

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LFL, sweety... I call you a princess and that pisses you off. But I'd like to ask your very smart, intuitive, intelligent woman azz... why it does.


Duh! \:\) Because it's partly true and I don't like the fact that I've been acting...maybe just a tad....spoiled. It's my youngest of 6 mentality. Hard to break the cycle.

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Good for you, honey. Fck your H til he can't see straight. Make him see you.

Just don't do it becuz soldier guy canceled out. You are so much better than that. And you are far more woman than that... and you are so much more than that stupid princess btch you troll around. Be a woman. You are better at it than a princess. You know what you want. Go get it. Stop making excuses and stop hedging. Honesty suits you much better.


Well, I am looking at the soldier guy cancellation as the fates falling in my favor...this time. Make lemons out of lemonade, and all that good stuff. I still believe things happen for a reason, and H and I are on this journey that no matter what bumps we hit the road, we will overcome them.

We were up in the night talking more and other more fun stuff He is so horny now. He can't keep his hands off me. I can't believe how many O's my H has even had this week so far. Who knew he had it in him.
We discussed that very thing and he said he feels like he can finally come out of his "sexual shell". That he was "sexually immature" and doesn't want to feel like that anymore. I think he also read the Love Languages book because he said he finally gets how my love language is physical touch/sex. He said he was showing his love by doing things for me and buying me things, but it never was very effective at creating intimacy. I asked him what he needed from me to show love and he said he needs me to use more words of affirmation and try and show him that I am in this for the long haul. I can do that.

LFL had to really rock the boat (and so did he) just to get us on this current path.
And believe me, I'm going to fight like he!! to keep us here.

I'm feeling great.
Thanks for all the support and kicks in the azz. I hear you, just don't always want to listen. But eventually, I do.
So thanks for letting me just be all over the map sometimes.
That's LFL for ya. ;\)