Ha! Though that is what comes in a tube, isn't it!
Well, she comes home tomorrow! I think we'll be ready. The kids have at least bought into what I've told them has to be done tomorrow, it really isn't too bad. I think I'll even have time for a haircut!
Sadly? I still don't miss her, even a little, and I am still disturbed by that. And, after thinking about the state of things, and what has happened over the past 10 years, I really don't even know what I really want. And I am disturbed by that. I'm not going to do anything too quickly, but it won't be too long, I think, before she needs to answer the question of whether she intends to address her issues. Because I can't do it for her, and as long as she doesn't, there really isn't a long term chance, I think, unless I enjoy the eunuch's life. Which I don't. So, we shall see. If she was truthful in what she said about never liking sex, then she has to do something to get to the bottom of it. Remember, as far as I can tell she is not MLC, so all of the alien, and "I don't know" stuff really doesn't apply, I don't think. I know there are things I can do to make her more comfortable here, and I intend to do those things, but she is going to have to decide what she wants. About two years ago she told me she wasn't going to work on the marriage while she was in school. So, that's done now, and I think I need to find out if she intends to now, or not. I'll bite my tongue for a little while, you all will get to help me decide when to push things!
I'll be on a bit tomorrow, I'm sure. You guys (well, more gals, actually) have been hugely helpful, and I plan to keep taking advantage of you! Hmmm, that might not have come out exactly right!
Lin, if I ever win anything with a recipe, I'll get a mattress! I may try entering the Cook Like a Pirate contest. Might be fun! Using the hook might be a challenge though! ARRRRRRRRRRG!
