Back at DB/new marriage new WAW part 2

[dh4320]

ok so i thought everything was calm then i get this email tonight:

When I spoke with you on the phone on Monday, you told me that the children were 'going back to Little Creations on Wed. but won't be going back to Cindys.' I even asked you who was watching them on Monday and Tuesday and you said 'you mean today and tomorrow?' That led me to believe you were talking about this week not next. You said that on Monday, Kyle Bailey watched them for most of the day (which I highly question his ability to care for children) and then you came home, and that you were not going to work on Tuesday and that you were going to stay home with them. I do not appreciate you misleading me. You are trying to set me up to come there when you are there alone and you know I dont feel comfortable being alone with you.

I am making every effort to see our children under the circumstnces, but you make no effort to meet me half way. I suspect you do that so that you can say 'if she wanted to see them she would'. I'm tired of all the vendictive manipulation and abuse of the children just to retaliate against me. You sit there and say you want to do what is best for them but you took me out of their lives and you're wrong for doing so! Don't think everyone is going to look over the fact that I left WITH my babies. I didn't choose to leave them behind. I was compliant with the lies I was told by you and all of your fellow police officers covering for you.

When they are with me at MY house they will see your face when ever they want to....unlike you I won't take every piece of history they have with you out of their lives like you did with me. You said you did it because 'It hurt's too much to look at all of my things and my pictures'. Evie looks just like me.......what are you going to do about that? Are you going to call her a slut and a whore like you call me just because she will be pretty. Xander has my personality.....are you going to lock him out of the house like you did to me. Leave him on the street to fend for himself . Refuse him blankets when he asks?

If you keep resrticting them from me one day they will come to realize for themselves what you have done and they will hate you for it.

I want you to know that one day, on thier own, they will realize what a fraud you are as a father. I will feel very sad for THEM that day, its a horrible feeling to find out that your father loves something more than you, be it a feeling, object, or in your case yourself and money!

We have both seen this divorce coming for while. But you apparently still have no clue what you had and even still have with those babies. You just remember that they are not going to be babies forever, what are you going to do then?



I had children so that I could have babies to give love to. You apparently had babies to have someone love you, because you are acting very selfish when it comes to our children and their time made available with their own mother . Get ready, because I'm preparing for court, and when the judge learns all the facts and how you mishandled the responsibility for the children and and abused the unchecked power he unknowingly vested in you before the holidays, you are not likely to be trusted with it again. You put your self-vindication ahead of our children's best interest. Sad,so very sad. But then again thanks for the reminder of why I left you and why we are getting divorced.

I have decided to blcok her from my email i cant deal with her anymore she is friggin nutz.