I'm furious right now. I've had a little bit of time to take in the magnitude of what W did during the holidays and it pisses me off! As long as I've known her, she's always been about honesty and integrity. She has always placed the kids needs and happiness above all else. Even during our S. Why would you leave them to be with someone? How long has she been doing this? Why would you put them out there like that? Who is this person? Do I want an R with this person? So many new questions now. I'm getting caught up in her madness again. The kids are pretty much "whatever" with their mom right now so I guess they're ok. But its still not right.
I realize I am always there to take care of her weather she knows it or not. Thats why I have to detach. She is headed towards a path I won't follow anymore. Brave words I know...but I guess we'll see next time I visit them and I see her. I know this is what I have to do. But I want to help her. I want to be there for her especially when her fantasy world comes down, which to me looks like its starting. But who knows. I just need to detach.
