Hope is wonderful. She just bought me lunch today.
Oh hurt, the surprise of betrayal and the hurt feelings.....I am so very sorry. I think you both need space, its very tense right now. He is hurt and lashing out at you (don't they always?) and you are hurt and embarrassed (I sooo understand that). No reason to feel ashamed, even though we do. I am thinking of you. Get some space from the pain and things will be better.
