Lisalost, I constantly think about what I am going to say to him next time, and I simply can't come up w/anything. I feel the rejection & pain was too recent to even face him. I hope time will give me more answers. I do know I need to try to be more pleasant/friendly than the last time I saw him. But I don't think he will even initiate contact for a long time, as I have only heard from him that once since he moved out on dec/18th. I guess right now I feel like I will just listen to what he has to say, put a smile on my face, and try to validate some of the things he spews at me. Does anyone have any suggestions as to how to deal with his parents who want to see me and check in on me. I don't know if it is a good idea to keep in contact too much with them. I do love them & miss them all, and want to talk with them-but I feel like sometimes I put my foot in my mouth. Thanks, Tipper
