WOW
I can't say things have calmed down. If this is the way 2008 is going to start than im in for another type of ride.

H is doing well so far givin the circumstances. I will remain silent for a while about what I would like to see in the M.

One thing is bothering me is the fact that he has not said I love you in almost two months. This leads me to believe he is still disconnected emotionally. Although he is being so good, attentive to me, helping me,touching me. But I do need I Love You's too. I need to know that he is not just here because of nothing better. Actions seem to show it but I need reassurance verbally and he is not verbal.

The big news we have recieved is that our oldest D and her H are expecting. They have been through a tough process with invitro and this was the last try that thier insurance would pay for (6). They had been trying four over 4 years to concieve.
Well it worked and right now we are looking at another set of twins. (We have 1 set of twin grandsons that will be 4 on Jan. 23rd).

Needless to ay that 2008 will be a very interesting year in all aspects.

Right now I would just like to start GAL again as it has been very hard on me with FIL's death and the Holidays. It is so easy to slip back into the old ways again of putting me last and not listening with my heart because it is so hectic.

Here's to a great "08"

Happy New Year Everyone.


JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez