Wife in Major MLC...Looking to Vent

[bombardier50]

Thanks NewHorizons and Sleeper. I'm concentrating on letting the natural consequences of her actions bite her in the ass. It allows me to fade into the background, and it's serving to alienate people she cares about: her kids.

Sleeper...I'm with ya man. No denial here. She's already deep in an EA with my former best friend. Now it looks like a PA has started. What's interesting about all this is that her flailing around in this MLC seems to be taking a physical toll on her. She just doesn't look good lately. Tired, lines around the eyes, clothes are a little gaudy/suggestive, she hasn't exercised in weeks. It's really kind of hard to see. Has this been anyone else's experience?

Funny thing. I don't feel any anger any more. Maybe I will again...don't know. There are brief moments during the day now where I feel weirdly at peace. They're brief...but still there. I'm not crying anywhere near as much, if at all. What's happening here? Am I detaching?

The memories are the hardest. That's what kills me. I was reading FaithisBelieving's entries and he talked about an episode in the old Star Trek series where Kirk was busted up over his woman. Spock found him sleeping and did the mind meld thing and whispered "Forget" in Kirk's ear.

I could use Spock right now...