Long and Bumpy Road 2be continued...

[Startingover2]

Hi blindsided...I posted on your thread about the pics. They were great.

What a day yesterday. My daughter and I went to get the pics done and it was an all day deal. It made me a bit sad that H wasn't there, but he probably couldn't have made it anyway with work. He kept texting me all day wondering how it was and when we were going to be home so he could see them. We ended up stopping and shopping on the way home so it took me awhile and H was getting frustrated.

He came over right when I got home and we watched this 20 minute dvd of our baby and it was very overwhelming. I was teary eyed and so was he. I think it really moved him. The pics are so clear and you can see everything, and it was no longer some black and white fuzzy thing. We decided that she had my nose and his mouth.He kept saying how awesome she was and how much he loves her. I gave him some pics of her and he left. When he was leaving I started to cry. I just lost it and got very emotional. This is our child and there was so much tension between us. I didn't say that part, but just felt very overwhelmed. He held me for awhile and then left.

He began to send text messages. The pics really hit him. He was saying how much he loves her and how he can hardly wait till she is born and we can lay in bed with her and play with her, how much she is loved. He even took a pic of himself and her pic together and sent it like it was supposed to be some resembalance. Then he sent a text....I love you. Wow!! I told him I loved him too. I tried to go to sleep and then he sent one asking if I could come over and he can feel his baby move. I did and it was really awesome. Why can't it be like that always? He held me and we looked at the baby's pic on his table and he had a candle lit all around it (kinda cheesy I know). We laid on the couch together and talked about life, but nothing controversial. He kept telling me how much he missed me and how much he loved me. He had a few tears here and there. We ended up having sex and it was great. I left a bit later as my teenagers were home and couldn't leave them all night.

I did notice that the pics of OW's kids were gone. Maybe he just put them away when I came over I have no idea.

Back to square one. Nothing was settled but we did have a good night. Now I have no idea where to go from here. Last time I thought this was a breakthrough it fell apart.

Ok, comments!!!!