Yeah, I meant maybe he wants you to be there for him without him being faithful to you.
Yep...I reckong that's it. I suspect even though he loves me, he knows (well we both know) that we can't be together any more. He wants me to be his best friend. I just can't do that at the moment. I hurt. I wish I had men hanging off of me so I could pick someone to spend MY time with and get some of MY needs met (God I could do with a big manly hug and just feeling protected).
Pity party in Oz tonight. Sorry
Went and saw Enchanted tonight with d6. She was desparate to see it but I wasn't keen because of comments that have been made on here about it cutting a bit too close to the bone. They were right...it was hard to watch in places - I'm just glad d didn't realise I was crying.
