Smurf, sorry, I didn't mean to bring you down...but's it's good to know that you and everyone else are there for me. There is a lot of pain on this board, so I know I'm not alone.

For all of you who are helping me: you all seem so wise and full of grace. I know that can only come from great pain. Thank you. I have to go to work now, and I will tell you all the wacky story of last night later.

Me: 51
W: 50
M 24 yrs
EA: since Apr 06
S22, S26, S28
ILYBNILWY:Nov 07

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." Tyler Durden