Wife wants to seperate. we cant afford it i dont want to- i feel if she wants om the d me i thing she wants insurance coverage she says she will always have feelings for me love me doesnt want to be enemys
wife has refused councelling up till now (maybe go on 10th) has heard it all before doesnt want them to tell her to stop with om i say i dont want counceller to tell her that also want it for communication and another point of view
i moved into basement still share main level i cooked supper tonight she said good supper she cooked last night i complimented her i dont watch half as much tv with her as i used to
i feel like the gods are against me getting any little bit of time with her making eggrolls last night d20 calls, car wont start new years eve gf calls to talk r and go to bar guy across srteet asks for help w/lifting car parts d20 calls will u watch grandson tennesee gf calls
Thoughts?
Yesterday i took her car to fargo(gas mileage). in back seet was an insulated coffee mug(Outer Banks North Carolina). I tossed it out by the garage door. later i saw it in the garage, i think kids put it in when they were playing. this summer there was a can coozie in back seat with same logo. i tossed that one out on the street one day. She could just as well jet a huge flag and drive around town with it, i would feel the same.
last night she came into basement and said its like Flowers in the attic w/me down here. She walked in on me rereading db book and said still reading that.
later i went to our room and talked a little and asked for a hug. she did and had a couple tears.
small disigreement on my way to fargo and i texted her that i didnt want her to do anything she didnt want to do.
Just putting some of my thoughts out there.
Me 37 W 37 D21 D17 D12 S8 grandparents 7/07 boy Married 16 yrs last June 07 Bomb dropped 4/07
"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt
