Since it was up for all of 10 seconds before the thread locked.. here was my last post:
Ahhh CMC, thanks!! Ugh sorry your H found it... glad you have a new name you can post under.
Just some quick journaling.. I guess lots of us had kinda bittersweet holidays. For me, good times with H - followed now by some anxiety again. New Year's is over.. is he now going to drop another bomb?? Am I about to?? Coming up on a year since he moved out the first time, too.
It's also a bit freeing in a way. I felt sorta "trapped" during the holidays (and if *I* felt that way I can only imagine H did too). Just trying to stay calm and detached, semi-successfully. Let my hopes get a bit too high again, though.
Geez... who do ya think LOOKS more like my H based on these???)
Anyway... pretty great dress for $20, eh??
I think I've decided to re-start the Body For Life workout program next week. I don't really do New Year's resolutions per se, but exercising more has been on my "next goals to reach" list for a long time. Bellydancing is fun but once-twice a week is not enough exercise!! I'll use it for one of my cardio days though.
I did two of the 12 week "Challenges" years ago before breaking my leg and I felt SO great after (and built so much muscle that I lost only 2 lbs but also 2 dress sizes in the first 12 weeks!). I have to modify some of it to fit with my muscle limitations, but it's really motivating to have a particular plan to follow I think. My eating plan's already pretty good so don't think I'll follow that part of the BFL program, but I'm excited to start the exercise part again.
Hope everyone's doing well! I'll check on a few of ya now, then off to do some of my BFL planning/prep work.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
