H and I own business together, still talking

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ot Chi Chi's nacho recipe from a cook at Chi Chi's. He told me what was in it, but couldn't give me the measurements of ingredients, Just kept adding till it tasted right.

You are so lucky! I bet that cheesie dip is good! I love to go to Chi Chi's some times when H and I would go we would take turns on who had to drive home and then the other could have extra drink or two. Closes one to us is at least an hour away is not a bit longer. LOL Can see i live a bit rural shall I say.

I had to get home to make turkey dinner for all the kids. Left their house at 3AM. I don't mind cooking at all, I hate the cleaning up LOL.

hear you on the clean up. H taught me to clean up as you are cooking the food and at the end so much better and so much less work. there is the mention of that turkey again. Darn your making me hungry!

I don't know about not accepting gifts from H, it's his way of staying connected with you. Have you given H a gift? Maybe that would be a sign to him that you are interested in connecting with him, that might bring him closer to starting a R with you.

I am finishing the 5LL's I think I will reread DR and rest some goals myself.

spoke with H today, several times in fact. He seemed in a fairly good mood. Kept the mouth shut about gift issue and let it all go. I'll trust you on this one Mike and not stop him. When I was walking the dog last evening kept rolling it all over and over in my mind. MMMMMMMMM....giving him a gift is an idea. His Birthday is in a couple weeks and I do have a couple Harley bike accessors for his bike. could wrap them up or at wrap at least one up for him. I don't know if he would see that as pushing him to change???? Have to take some time and think about it. H is coming up on 17th for sure. Need him when I go to appointment with another insurance dr. Always like a witness present. So might give him the gift and tell him not to open till B day. No to far from B day. have to give it all thought

Caught her looking at me, I was laughing and having a great time. I even gave her a wink once! Got a hug and gave her a kiss on thew cheek at midnight. When I went to leave she got up came to me and I got another hug. Told her in her ear I've really missed her, pulled away after I gave her a peck on the lips. Talked to her best friend before leaving, she asked me about if I was going through depression, told her yes. I said I pray to God W changes her mind, Told her about the R books I've read

Something is going on with your W. NO doubt about it. Keep DB or DR which ever you are reading. W way to friendly and connecting with you to be Nothing. WOW. Especially if she went to effort to come over to door when you were leaving......by any chance notice what sorta look she had on her face after the peck kiss at the door? Keep working Mike she just might give all of this another chance or at least stop the divorce. I'll pray for you.
What sort of thoughts did her best friend have to give? Of course your W would know two of you'd talk. So maybe W is going to use Best Friend to get a bit of feed back. Wonder why friend ask if you were depressed? lol Have you changed that much. lol do you think friend was surprised to learn of all reading, etc. you have been up to??? Regardless of W, I beleive you are making noticeable changes at least to those who know you. Everyone should be entitled to a second chance for heaven sakes. Guess our Ss felt they were giving us second chances, we just failed at mind reading. lol
H seems to make an effort to keep me posted on B&W cat. Wonder if he isn't using B&W as a reason, may not even be aware of it himself. I know one thing if H and i were to ever try and recover R. We would have to go to C. H has to learn i can't read his mind and I need to find better communication means as well. Maybe I'm at fault for the very same thing, as appears to H, who knows.???..
Well it is near zero and I just have realized I am out of dog food!!!!!!!! All the dogs are starting to head bunt me to say will you come on and feed us. Want to cry.

Called my kids after midnight. @ of the four were trashed!

Oh yes, to be young age, just for a short while. lol
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