thanks guys had a good New Years, at my family's , H had to work and his cell couldnt' get a call through, so I couldnt' even talk to him, but I was going to have a good time anyways.
Relearning the art of letting go, of stop hovering, though this time around the trust will take an extra slow time in coming back.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.