Hi DH... internet slap was needed and appreciated! :)TY!!
**disclaimer... i totally intended this to be short, but oh well... i'm a woman and i just ramble on and on and on...
anything new... not really. more of the same on his part. Less of the same on mine. lemme think.... hmmmm
monday night. H was grumpy. Told him again when i got home that he needed to take medicine. He didn't want to... fine, let him suffer. Baby went to bed at 8:30 (party pooper) hehe. just a couple hours nap and then back up to play. H mostly just sat on the couch ond watched tv and played around on ebay. D's and I did puzzles, played games, ate waaaay too many cheetos and danced around the living room to all the music on the new years eve shows. 12:15 put girls to bed after some serious metal spoons on pots and pans action, then sat next to H and watched a little TV. I was falling asleep, He asked if we needed to go to bed cause he wanted to play a game, i told him no worries that i'd just lay on the couch. He asked if he would wake me up later *wink wink* and i said yeah, sure. He didn't, but that's alright.
New years day. H was really sick. I just ignored it. Spent the day cleaning up, doing laundry and stuff off and on. Played with the girls, watched too many episodes of sponge bob and dora the explorer. H woke up about 12:30ish. I made him some lunch and then relaxed a little bit, watched the parade and practically fell asleep. H kept complaning that house wasn't clean enough. That we really needed to clean tonight. I said fine. I finally figured out my problem with him and cleaning. He really wants everything perfect (Sorry bud, not gonna happen.) so when he cleans something it is every last inch and there isn't a speck of dust or a paper out of place. He's told me he's ok w/ getting everything picked up and working on the details later, but he doesn't do that. So last night, he's cleaning off our computer desk (ends up being the collection point for random crap) takes him forever. Then he decides he wants to reformat the computer. Seriously, we haven't used it in forever, why today, right this second? hmmm?
H keeps asking why i'm so upset, what's wrong with me. Why am i in such a bad mood. I'm in pain, am starting to get a head cold (never actually get it, i sometimes just feel the begining stages of that) and i'm tired (this pregnancy is making really tired). Didn't mention that i was frustrated because didn't think it would help at that point.
I'm cleaning the rest of the house. He comes in and is asking "aren't you going to do this" "you forgot this" I finally just said "are you kidding me, you aren't really in here complaining about what and how i'm cleaning while i'm still in the middle of it. Do you think you can do a better job? I'll let you" I know this probably wasn't smart, but I get the same crap from him over and over. If he doesn't like the way i do it, then he needs to get up off his a$$ and do it himself... anyways, (sorry about that - mini vent. hehe) he kinda got really quiet and then, believe it or not, he started picking up the house. WOW!! We watched some TV, ate a late dinner (everyone kinda snacked all day). He's coughing to death and i asked him if he wanted some medicine. He says "if i take it will you leave it alone" kinda sarcastically. I said yep, at least until he starts coughing again and can take some more. He took it then and again 4 hours later. We went to bed, i asked him if he felt like he wanted to have sex (he's been really sick, wasn't sure) he said yeah. we did. he showered we went to sleep.
I rubbed his back for him this morning. He emailed me and said that he forgot to tell me that i looked nice before i left, but i did and thanks for rubbing his back... and guess what, he's feeling better too. Just in case, i told him where the rest of the midicine was...
so over all, i think it went ok. Maybe i shouldn't have gotten angry with him while i was cleaning, but i'm sick and tired of doing everything and having it not be enough. It's not the doing everything that bothers me, its that it's never good enough. It turned out ok. At least no backlash yet, so YAY!!
2008 - so far so good.
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