I know you are, especially when you believed that they were on your side.
You are a good father and will get them through this. I can't imagine what you are going through worrying about them. Im sorry for that. I would be the same way.
((hugs))
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.