i'm sure Mat told me, but I'm really DEAF (and DUMB) sometimes..., and i was still running on alot of fear that maybe he was just trying to get his way, or just trying to control me...
the C told me in individual session last night
it's funny, well, not really, but I get really frustrated when Mat thinks I've got all these grand, fabricated schemes to my benefit...
and then i go do the same thing by thinking he's got all these conscious "schemes"
