Alchoholism is not new to your family, it's been along for almost your entire M. The only difference now is that it's right up on the surface. The effects of your H's drinking are in clear view. It's the destructive force that you've been witnessing but not admitting to.
You've come this far AmyC, now bring it home. This is the time to be strong and fierce. You may not feel up to it, but it's better than dying with your head in the sand. Rise up! Mount your horse, swing your blade, and kick some evil ass! Nothing can stop you but that which is not for good.
My heart goes out to you, it's a very difficult spot you're in, but you are not alone. Alanon was created for people, families, like yours. This program was created by people that were in the exact position that you are right now. I really think it will help you, very much. It'll be one more weapon in your arsenal in the fight against evil.
Take things one step at a time, one moment at a time.
Love You,
COG
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