Start of real Separation

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W called yesterday wanting to go to dinner with me an kids. I said ok and we were getting along very good. After spending a couple hours togther she then brought up how she is now a relationship expert and made some other comments ( A R expert I think she is really losing her mind). She then asked if she could move back to our home town with the kids and I could move back there in a couple years. I kept my cool told her to not ask me to do something that she would not. Well after this she started getting angry about our R. Saying that I will never get it that she will never come back to me and she was getting very angry. Started saying the typical things I am moving on with my life, etc. Funny thing is I didn't even really say anything other than that I don't agree with a divorce. As we departed ways that night I told her it was to bad because we got along so well until the past R stuff was brought up well she was still angry and didn't say much. Later that night she called me and said she was sorry, but that a D is still what she wanted.

I guess I really need to stop accepting invites to do things with her. It is sad because I love being around her and my kids as much as I can. Not sure what to do, but I know she is really in a crazy place right now.