cool, kim, cool... your weekend should have you smiling till tuesday
i was talking to Mat last night too...
said "I can't believe how close we came"
then i said
"I'm REALLY glad I didn't actually sleep with anyone, too."
(Am I ready to focus on the good stuff? Well, if I don't, it'll be just like there isn't any good stuff, and that'd just ignorant. Surely these last 12 years couldn't have been all bad, duh!?!)
ANYWAY - H was quiet... we're still both pretty gun shy... but I stepped out of my shell and told him his silence made me think he was mad. He said, "No." So I said "well, I wont take that to mean my statements are encouraging???" and he said "oh, yeah... they are, really!"
So, then, I told him I'd been thinking about *&^ all day, waiting for some emotion to come up and convince me otherwise, and that THAT hadn't happened and so, I was wondering.... and H was, well...
