I planned on spending the night Christmas Eve at the house but the W said I should just come in the morning. That hurt. Wanted to be there with my daughter. Christmas morning I got up and went to the house and the W seemed fine but I could tell she didnt want me there. Again, hurt. Left her alone for the rest of the week. Celebrated Christmas with her family and felt very awkward because nobody knows we are seperated except her parents. Who knows if that will be the last time I see my niece and nephews? My W doesnt understand how this hurts me. I dont get it. I am confused and very sad. Just want to crawl in a hole and hibernate. I just hope and pray that God will heal my heart.
Married to wife 4.5yrs 1 step daughter - 7yrs old - Love her to death Seperated 10/28 - Present
