Here is post to myself. Maybe H didn't want sex. Maybe all along I thought he did, but now I am realizing he doesn't. So if he doesn't then why all the conflict?
I am so lost and confused. I approached him this A.M. bra and panties. Kissed him on the lips, neck, ect...nothing. I approached him tonight. Rubbed him all over...back, neck, everywhere. Nothing.
He has been complaining for 10 years over this. Here I am, willing able, ready. And H is dismissing it all.
What does he want?
HD's talk to me. Am I too late for reconciliation on this?
I thought I was the one who didn't want it. Is he just getting revenge? It kinda feels like it...
