Sun, I totally agree w/Hope, you definitely need your peace and space. It's time he left and February 1st is really right around the corner. I'm so sorry that the holidays were awful and his drinking is out of control.
Sun, not matter what happens, you are going to be okay and believe me, life has to be better than what you've been living for such a long time.
Please take care of yourself and we are all glad you posted. You had all of us worried about you.
Here's to the new year! May you find the inner peace and calmness you require to step outside of the box and open the door to shove him out into the cold world to face reality.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
