is he too young for MLC?

[WAS32]

So I am going a little dark today. With him not spending new years with me I don't know if he really wants to be with me or if I am his filler when he is sad. So I got a text from him at midnight. Just a happy new year and then again at 4 am and again at 12:30 and 1 and 2:30 and at 3. He wants to know what I am doing and why I am not talking to him. Right now I think that i have been very giving and understanding of what he is going through. But I think that I am starting to hhurt myself in the process. I don't think that DBing means to cause yourself great pain. And that is how I am feeling. A lot of pain. he needs to figure out if he wants to be with me. Not this back and forth stuff just so he can get back in the house for a few days and then walk out on me again. It's hurting to much right now.

So I am GAL and going to my friends for a fondue party tonight and going to leave my cell phone at home. That way he can't ruin my evening. It should be fun.