But me saying that it means more to is pursuing, no?
I don't believe all the things about DB, but I do believe in preserving my self respect. I don't want to be last resort for my H when OW isn't available.
I do think about the fact that he was surprised that I wasn't fighting for our M this summer. I do want him to know I do want our M, bandaided and fixed up. I don't know.......