W wants to get back together. She said she was so sorry for all the pain she has caused me. She is still living with OM. I told her if she truly loved me, actions speak louder than words, that she knew what she had to do to show me she is for real (move OM out of her house).
She said that was a given. Ironically, OM called her while we were talking, she let it go to voicemail. I calmly said "do you need to get that? He might be worried about you." She said she didnt need "to talk to his ass" like she was mad at him.
I also told her that another deal breaker for me was her not taking her meds for bipolar disorder (she is truly a different person when on them).
She said she missed me, missed cooking for me, missed making love in the morning, missed when I would grab her boobs when she was cooking in the kitchen (she used to hate that but now she has come to miss it).
Im hopeful but really cautious if this is for real, I dont want to have my heart broken again. Also, Im uncertain if I should proceed with the divorce (to symbolize that our old marriage is dead), and remarry her.
I know Im getting ahead of myself but this is such a whirlwind of emotions.
She just now texted me "it was nice talking to you, IM hopeful we can make this work. I miss you".
My response "I miss you too. Actions." Actions meaning show me you're for real.
Any thoughts?
Hurtin: 32 WAW: 30 D: 8 Bomb: 10/05 Sep: 12/05 Back together 8/07 Bomb (OM): 11/07 Filed for D (me): 12/07
