Kimmie Lee, Hi me again, grid. gee guess I should have re-read my last post before hitting submit. I attempted to post, @ cafe let H take lead on conversation not R !!!! GRRRR. For me I have been doing as you are, bite tongue and try to act very happy, day couldn't be better. Actually have been at this long enough can tell it is starting to spike my H's curiousity. (for real, just hung up phone from him Calling Me) He is sorta confused as to why I am so content with everything, etc. Not overly happy just ok with things. You might want to borrow from the library a book I am reading. The author has exercises/experiements for you to do on paper. to be honest you really need to do the paper work if you get the book. It is all a building block concept book. here is the title and check it out. I know it is helping me to answer a lot of questions and now what I do with those answers is up to me. Title: How One of You Can Bring the Two of You Together Author: Susan Page hope this helps. Believe me, we all understand your confussion, pain, hope and hurt. grid, lost
Thanks grid, I knew what you meant. And I'll try to find that book. I've been able to find the DB and DR books in used condition on Amazon too. Those are on my nightstand, and have gotten me through more than one rough night.
