Got Chi Chi's nacho recipe from a cook at Chi Chi's. He told me what was in it, but couldn't give me the measurements of ingredients, Just kept adding till it tasted right. Dip was a hit, friends SIL loved it, asked for recipe. I had about two drinks myself last night, had to watch it had to drive home last night. Friends tried to get me to drink more, said I could spend the night but I had to get home to make turkey dinner for all the kids. Left their house at 3AM. I don't mind cooking at all, I hate the cleaning up LOL.
I don't know about not accepting gifts from H, it's his way of staying connected with you. Have you given H a gift? Maybe that would be a sign to him that you are interested in connecting with him, that might bring him closer to starting a R with you.
I am finishing the 5LL's I think I will reread DR and rest some goals myself.
Last night at friends house , W would stand near me at times. I'm not going to try to read a lot into it but i would be talking to someone and she'd come over to stand near me. Caught her looking at me, I was laughing and having a great time. I even gave her a wink once! Got a hug and gave her a kiss on thew cheek at midnight. When I went to leave she got up came to me and I got another hug. Told her in her ear I've really missed her, pulled away after I gave her a peck on the lips. Talked to her best friend before leaving, she asked me about if I was going through depression, told her yes. I said I pray to God W changes her mind, Told her about the R books I've read and see the mistakes I've made and the changes I need to make.
Called my kids after midnight. @ of the four were trashed! S25 had to drive home so he was OK, D24 was tending bar at a party hall with her BF, so she wasn't drinking.
Got to go S26 just got here.
Mike
M 51 W 49 S26 S25 D24 D19 Married 27 yrs T over 30 S 7/12 D-bomb 9/26
