THANKS! WE TALKED YESTERDAY. I TOLD HIM I AM GOING TO WORK ON OUR SEX LIFE AND WITHOUT GOING INTO TO MUCH DETAIL WITH HIM I TOLD HIM I WANTED US BOTH TO WORK ON MEETING EACHOTHERS NEEDS. HE AGREED. AND WE AGREED WE WOULD TALK ABOUT OUR NEEDS ON WED. ALSO TOLD HIM ABOUT THE PORNO. HE GOT A LITTLE UPSET AND IRRITATED FIRST, THEN WHEN I EXPLAINED HE UNDERSTOOD AND SAID "GOOD". HE ALSO SHARED A LITTLE ABOUT THE HURT AND PAIN ASSOCIATED WITH REJECTION. BIG DIFFERENCE FROM ONLY ANGER.
HE WAS VERY KIND TO ME YESTERDAY AND SMILED MORE AND INITIATED LAST NIGHT. I WAS REALLY NOT IN THE MOOD. NIGHT TIME IS NOT A GOOD TIME FOR ME, LOW ENERGY. I LIKE MORNINGS. BUT I WENT AHEAD AND ONCE WE STARTED I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF. AFTERWARD HE PLAYED WITH MY HAIR, RUBBED MY HEAD AND CHATTED WITH ME FOR 20 MINUTES. IT WAS SO NICE! WE FELT CONNECTED.
WE USUALLY WATCH TV AT DINNER. WE DECIDED TO EAT DINNER AT THE TABLE THIS WEEK. NO TV. TALKING INSTEAD. I HOPE THIS HELPS.
HE ONLY GO TO PG. 7 IN SSM. BUT MENTIONED HE WOULD MAKE TIME TO READ IT THIS WEEK.
BIG IMPROVMENTS.
THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT. I HELPS SO MUCH TO KNOW I'M NOT ALONE IN THIS.
