Tipper, you sound real down about everything while your H is possibly feeling 'free' right now having just moved out. Do your best to be happy and smiling whenever you see him. It was really great you were out with a group and he saw that so he knows you are not sitting home pining for him. If you see him again and he says hi, are you up for trying the shock and awe theory? Plant a big kiss on him and say I'm not mad!
You know your limits and how much you will tolerate. If you put it on a scale of 1 to 10 and 10 being done how done are you?
