Believing,

I believe(pun) chocolateeyes is in a totally different place in his r than I am. I do think he is strong and moving forward in his sitch. I havnt come to that yet. Im still looking for cheese in one of these tunnels.


OK here is a last night update and this morning.

w calls for a ride @ 145 bars close at 200 here. I go get her and gf. they had good time. I said glad it was great. She said it all wasnt great, i thing she was talking about r talks with gf. she told me happy new year (no kiss) and went to bed. This morning she doesnt want to go to fargo(tired?). Im watching tv for a bit drinking my coffee. She askes me about her taking away my pride or something like that. And why i put up with it. I responded with the only other option i see is divorce. She was quiet for a second then asked if i kept the counc app for us. I said yes and asked if shed go. She said dont know. I said if u do there is some paperwork they would like first.

Im not really sure if that was good or bad? guess ok.

I think i will go to fargo myself w s8.

after i catch up on other threads.

light switch


Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt