wants to "talk" tomorrow

[forward]

Well, it is cold and of course everything is closed, so I am relaxing in the house.

I am gradually learning to fix meals. I always wanted to experiment with more meals but H complained I messed up the kitchen and complained about everything I tried (practice makes perfect??) so here I am not really knowing how to cook! I've just been experimenting, even if it is frozen foods sometimes.

I'm finding myself increasingly detached from H. I suspect that it shows as he suddenly seems to be more concerned about who I am with.

For New Years, I don't really make resolutions but I am looking around and thinking that even if I get divorced, I don't think that anything can be as bad as being left by a raging alien with a 14-month-old. I feel better and far more optimistic. I do know that I will be OK.