Sun, I am terribly sorry to read all this. I was getting worried about you. I am glad you posted. Please keep posting if you feel up to it, ok? I guess we know our limits and it is OK that you reached yours. To be honest, I would not be ok with what your H is doing, either. It's a form of abuse. He needs to leave. You need your peace back. I'm sending you hugs to help you stay strong on this New Year's Day. I hope it's the beginning of a much better year for you. love, Hope
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
