Long and Bumpy Road 2be continued...

[Startingover2]

I made it!! I made it through another lonely Xmas Eve! Last year I spent by myself and unhappy because H was gone and I did it again. Yeah. The holdidays are over and life can go back to normal.......There are 80 days until my due date. I am going to start counting them down.

I did hear from H last night early wishing us a happy new year. I waited about an hour or so and said me too. Never heard from him again. Its so strange. He would rather be alone than give up his friendship with OW.

I spent some time with my sister yesterday and was filling her in on the latest. She just shakes her head like everyone. The part that irritates her is how he comes over and proclaims how miserable he is and how this is not how he wants his life, misses his family but does not do jack sh** to fix it. Its almost like poor me.

I am trying to look ahead now that the holdidays are over...I do have alot coming up. I have one of those 4d ultrasounds tomorrow. Those give you the greatest pictures of your baby. I am so excited about that.